I'm not a snob. Referring to that one thing that I at least know.

How do I stay sane?
I realized the pattern now.

I'm not so much sane as to what sane means basically,
but that thing helps me to at least be at the border.

And I do realize now that I, finally have something that I can use to describe me. 
At least something.
Nothing can be proud of.
And I'm feeling too old for this already.